Why 'O' Why does it have to be so hard......

Thursday has changed me so much of how I should take care of myself I was admitted in the hosptial for a low blood count of 4.8 and they had to give me a blood transfusion which by sat it went up to 9.0.  They did so many test to me and as I sat there watching my husband and noticed how sad he looked because I know "he was saying to himself I wish things could be different so that my wife can feel better with no worries".  Yes we need more money to get through this but I know that God will somehow provide for us one way or another I know that God always waits to the last minute to bless his sheep just to see how patience they are and wants to make sure that we are truly seeking his kingdom first before we get blessed.  Please if I am wrong then please feel free to correct me Im ok with correction when it comes to God and how he wants his people to be blessed.

Man Oh Man what a day....

     Today was a day where one of my youth got hurt and I felt like crying but in a time like that I had to be strong for my baby who I know since he was 6 or 7 maybe older(lol).  I love the way the other youth came out and support him and showed a lot of love toward their friend.  I believe sometimes people need to be told or shown how much love they have around them because we the people do not know what they are going through at that moment.  So if you read this tell a friend, family, or just someone that you work with how much you love them or what a good job they are doing.  Anywho I am new to this but I think I will be here a lot sharing my stories which will help me later in time thanks and peace to all love Me....